The End Is Nigh …
It’s the eve of new years eve and christmas has been and gone, along with my dear nan.
She passed away on boxing day, her funeral is to be held on the day I go back to school, so I’ll only be there in the morning. It was nice to think, her last day on earth was Christmas, where she was surrounded by family =] She will be missed.
For christmas, I got lots of lovely presents and all I wanted and more. I’ve never been bothered about gifts, but they are nice to recieve.
Tomorow, Jim will be stayong over (hopefully) and that will be the best way to start the new year. In his arms.
I feel really ill. I think there is something wrong with me and I am trying to track down what. I also think I have diabetes. Sounds stupid, butI really do.
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Hah, bumhug.
So, 4 fucking days to go. All I can think is how horrible this christmas is going to be. I only ever liked christmas because my whole family was together, but nowadays, it’s too different. No dad, no brother, no dog,and my nans seriously ill. It hurts so much.
Merry christmas.
Anyway, schools out, for revision. Lol. Mocks start as soon as I get back, not good. I’ll try not to get too drunk.
New years do with Jim, hopefully get pissed and he’ll stay here ^.^
I stayed over his last night, it was incredible. Simply because I love him so much. =] I want to wake up with him for the rest of my life.
I’m currently working on a new tune to groove to thanks to my delightful skills on eJay ^.^ lol.
Anyway, not a lot to say.
Ho ho ho.
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What a wicked secret ^.^
So, my mum and sarge have been keeping secret day out to surprise me with.
The day began on Saturday with my mum recovering from a hang-over. (Very funny!) We got in the car and drove up to Amersham train station, where we were told there were no trains … so we got a bus to Coxley, then got a train to Baker street and then to some other place.
We visited the Natural History Museum. It’s fantastic. We went to the photography exhibition, which was themed ‘Nature’. Utterly breath taking. Inspiring also. =] Then after 3/4 hours there, we went to find some place to eat. Garfunkels was our choice ^.^ I had a prawn cocktail and Tikka Masala. (Bad choice, as you’ll find out later).
We walked down to the second part of my surprise, I had no idea what it was. We walked past several theatres and then turned back to one, which was showing none other than the fantastically orgasmical ‘Wicked’. I was over the moon. The show was SPECTACULAR.
I’m currently learning ‘Defying Gravity’ possibly one of the best songs I’ve ever heard.
I bought a top and a programme. I love this top now. I look good in it.
I got a headache though, and then threw up all that I’d eaten in Baker Street station. It tasted like sour curry. It was gross.
Any way, it was a brilliant day =]
I love Jim. He just left =[
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Rawr.
So, I have a book on analysing dreams, if you need anything in your face sorted out, please tell me ^.^ How is everyone? I hate The Floyd. guhguhuguhguhugugugughghghgugughhh. boo. x 
