Okay this just has to be said.

I am utterly confused, I am so fucking fed up of being left alone all the time, feeling unappreciated all the time and having to fucking spell things out for people all the time. But most of all I am fucking fed up of complaining all the time, but it seems to be the only way to get some stuff through to people.

I feel so angry and I dont know why, I feel upset and I dont know why.

all i’m asking for is some care, some physical care. actions speak louder than words and all tat jazz.

This blog isn’t aimed at anyone by the way, just  … everyone I guess.

I’m sick and tired of looking i the mirror and remebering how I used to be and how happy I was then realising that I know I’ve changed. I’ve changed for more reaons than most people can comprhend. I’ve changed for good and for bad and it’s left me like this.

I am extremley disappointed in myself, and I’m sure that dissapointment will be continued when I get my exam results back too.

I sick and tired of feeling ill. For christs sake it’s been over a month now and there have been hardly any improvements.

I may aswell stop trying.

seems to be the only logical answer for me at this moment in time.