Damn, that’s a great song. It’s almost hypnotic and I think it just describes how I am at the moment.

This might be quite a boring post, so I apologise. But I just feel really, not emotional but like that. I just had a weird day yesterday and that feeling has carried on from to today and I just feel sick to stomach. It’s harder to let go of than I realised. There are still a million questions that I want to ask and can’t quite find it in my heart to mention.

I realised that I have a very nasty regret too, one that I hadn’t fully realised until I had a conversation that kind of, brought it back to me. It was a horrible thought, so alas, I’m on a downer, but I intend to get drunk on Friday … care to join me?

Anyway, I want to apologise to someonne and I hope they know who they are, but I can’t let it go just yet.

xxxx