I don’t understand how my results day got so soon =O

I remember the last day of year 11 as if it were yesterday, and taking exams.

Yet, tomorrow I’ll get my results for said exams. I’m NOT looking forward to it. If I get ONE A, I’ll be happy.

But I need that fucking C in biology >.<

 Jim isn’t here to hug, so I feel quite lonely too. I haven’t slet because I’m worrying so my imagination is becoming overactive, which isn’t good.

I keep thinking the worse for everything, results, relationships and friendships.

I need sleep=( and Jim =( and a cuddle, and for tomorow to go my way … for once.

I don’t want to dissapoint anyone, orm yself for that matter. I worked my butt off for these grades and I thought I’d done okay after each exam, but, when I think I’ve done well, I’ve always failed, so that doesnt bode well for tomorow tbh.

xxxxx