Bare Naked

January 15, 2008 at 6:14 pm (Life)

The cut down on shit food starts today.

Weight: 9st 10

hideous.

I want to loose 10 pounds, if not a little more.

a stone would be wonderful.

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2007

January 6, 2008 at 3:39 pm (Jim, Life, Memories, Misc., School)

Probably one of the toughest years so far. Things were lost, things were gained. Hearts were broken, and they may not yet be fixed, but they’re trying.

I started the year with Jim, and luckily ended the year with Jim. However much I thought I’d scare him away over the year ^^ I swear the man is insane to stay with me considering how unstable and angry I  can get =]

The mock exams happened, i failed, miserably. However when i worked a little harder during study leave, to get into AY College, I got the grades and left the Floyd =( Which has upset me, more than some people might think. So I’ve become a college student and am doing alreet.

I had no holidays in 2007, which would explain a lot of pent up anger and stress and illness. I had no time to be away from everything that seemed to spiral downwards out of my control. So I suffer through it =]

I made new friends, which I never thought I would do. Crazy ^^ I gained and lost a job (not fired, the shop closed) and work experience! So I back to the old unemployed me. Yay?

Things from 2007 will always stay with me, I don’t know why, it was just an epic year full of so much happening so fast. So many changes I just can’t really believe it. I’m amazed that I’m still (slightly) sane.

  • Started the year with nans funeral (never a good start)
  • Failed my mocks
  • Pissed around for my final time at the Floyd to make the most of it
  • Did OK in my GCSES
  • Summer Holidays, quite a bit without Jim who went on 2 holidays =(
  • Jim then moved to Cambridge
  • I went to visit and almost died =]
  • Hit a really low patch towards the end of the year tbh
  • I started Beauty Therapy
  • I turned 17
  • It was Christmas =D I got monies and Jim
  • I learned a LOT about myself, but I’m still trying to avoid some points in my head =] For every-ones sake.

So we came to the end of the year, and began a new, still as confused as ever, still scared of what has happened, what might happen, and what inevitably will happen.

 It’s so tiring being human.

Happy New Year.

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Happy new year

January 1, 2008 at 7:41 pm (Life)

Ok so I fail at updating, give a shit?

No.

I got a laptop ^^ Ish so pretty.

I love Jim so much ^^

so yeah, happeh new year and all that jizz.

Resolutions:

-No more wasting money.

-No more wasting time

- No more putting on weight

- Lose a stone

- NO more stupidity.

xxx

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