It’s that time of the month again, when I feel the need to blog.

Not ‘that’ time of the month though

Tbh, i don’t have the same amount of complaints as I  usually do.

I’m strangley mellow.

Got MeatLoaf and Fanta.

tbh, not a care in the world, excpet I got back and leg pains =( silly college.

None of the past matters to me any more, I realised that a few weeks ago. It took, A LOT, and I hope everyone appreciates how much it took for me to let go of that. I can’t say I’m not still hurt, because I am, but it’s not something I’m going to let plague perfection anymore.

It’s Jims birthday today aswell :] I got him a limo ride to hemel and a suprise party with his available close friends :] I was proud of my hard work.

(HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUNSHINE:D)

I’m unintentionally hating myself currently, I’m not sure what it is but I don’t think I’m good enough to sing how I want to , or to do makeup how I want to. AND i’m still overweight. It’s VERY depressing.

I need a job, desperatley, so I can start driving, unless you wanna ive me illegal lessons and then I wont have to pay for 20 proffesional ones.

I’m enjoying life at the moment, though I’m missing all my friends so much, it makes my heart wrench.

I hope all is well with everyone who may read this.

Taraa for now.

x