Have you ever realised, in a moment of random clarity, that the world is so big but your life is so small, but to you, your life is everything.

Your life makes the world what it is and what it will become.

That you may or may not be ahppy with your life.

That youre going to do something about it.

Have you ever felt so many emotions at once that you don’t feel anything and just can’t describe it.

Have you ever listened to a song or a peice of music and felt, that peice of music IS how you feel.

That’s what I’ve done tonight. I mean, I’ve done it before if I’m pissed off or really happy, but I had never found one for these feelings, and now I have.

I’m playing it over and over to see if it’ll help me distinguish between things in my mind.

I’m so happy with my life, even though I know some parts of it aren’t what I want or wont end how I want them too, but I know that they will make me do something different which will lead to a whole new chapter.

You’ll never have a perfect life, because perfection is impossible, and I’m so glad, it would be so boring, so uninteresting. What would I write about? What would I feel? What would I think?

Just knowing that imperfection can provide a feeling of  uncertainty and happiness is the best thing to know.

Living for now and planning for tomorrow, laughing at yesterday and regretting nothing.

Learning things, you never knew you never knew.

it’s grand.